Do I Miss You ??

Do I miss you? I don't know
But Im missing your lovely smile
When my heart is hurt & tears flow down
Its not here today to comfort me...

Do I miss you? I don't know
But Im missing your warm cuddle
When I feel lonely & need your arms
Suddenly I realise ; You are far away...

Do I miss you? I don't know
But Im missing the life we shared
Morning walks along the country roads
Evenings by the golden beaches

Do I miss you? I don't know
But Im missing your tendre love
Every minute we have spent together
I cherish in my heart with all my love

(Yeah...I miss you sweetheart)

I Don't Miss You, I Miss Who I Thought You Were..

Shattered..

Tears, tiny droplets of unnamed emotions

Purest form of love, hatred and fear,

Reflection of my mind, my inner soul

Wash me from my anguish, make me pure.

Love was never a game, oh unknown

My life and roles in it made it one!

The hurdles seemed so long, I endured

The mission, the changing rules, failed me win.

Levels changed and so did the game

Survival became the name of my aims!

Alone, not lonely I played the game

Memories of forgotten fuelled my life.

Moving on, I knew what's on my way

Yet you made me choke, oh love long gone,

You said you knew me in and out

Yet failed to know my tears for you!

The game console blinked, one last message

The dire choice " Game Over. Play Again? "

Tears, tiny droplets of unnamed emotions

Wash me from my anguish, make me pure..

Jab We Met !!

Jab We Met,
Was no day special.
I was in the canteen bunking my class,
U in the library reading through ur glass.
Then the AO came checking
and i jumped the windows
and went off scurrying
to find a place to hide.
It was d library i found,
U looked up at d sound.
I smiled ,u smiled back
I came n sat next to you
You were scared n hurried to the loo.
Then i said something gross
And u looked really cross.
Oops sorry.. i said.,
thinking i have hurt a nerd.
But you took things light.
I wondered was it just me..
or me smiling bright?
I saw you go red.
I simply laughed,
ruffled your hair and left.


Next,I met you in the lab I was having problem with my device
But then u were so nice
u came n fixed it up.
It was then i felt awe for u,
Rather your brains to be true.
You seemed to like my company
and m sure i didn't mind.
The next day i asked you out,
U were a lil unsure
But finally decided to come out.
You were my fifty third date
While I was your first,
And who knows,maybe the last.
We went to a small cozy pub
And when I asked you for a dance,
You gave me a nervous glance.
But as I pulled you closer
and taught you the steps.
You got easy and danced away to claps.
I'd been out so many times
But i loved it with you.
And from the look on your face I could know,so did you.



What happened next
is for you to guess.
Love followed dates,
Marriage came next.And after two decades,
As i find you beside me now,
I look back and think,
Am glad we made it somehow.
Aye,you are still the one i love
And i'll love you so.
Jab we met was special
Now i know.

Insomnia . .

Thin are the night-skirts left behind
By daybreak hours that onward creep,
And thin, alas! the shred of sleep
That wavers with the spirit's wind:
But in half-dreams that shift and roll
And still remember and forget,
My soul this hour has drawn your soul
A little nearer yet.

Our lives, most dear, are never near,
Our thoughts are never far apart,
Though all that draws us heart to heart
Seems fainter now and now more clear.
To-night Love claims his full control,
And with desire and with regret
My soul this hour has drawn your soul
A little nearer yet.

Is there a home where heavy earth
Melts to bright air that breathes no pain,
Where water leaves no thirst again
And springing fire is Love's new birth?
If faith long bound to one true goal
May there at length its hope beget,
My soul that hour shall draw your soul
For ever nearer yet. 


" PROUD TO BE AN INSOMANIAC "